People supposedly get hit by “mid life crisis” in their 40s but I don’t think you can put a number when a crisis comes.

Am I going through a mid life crisis? I’m not sure myself. All I know is that the road I’m on is not looking right. What will make it look right? Again, I have NO idea. All I know is I need to get off this road I’m walking and figure things out. I do know that I need to figure out what makes me happy. I’m good at knowing how to please and make people happy but I don’t know what makes me really happy.

I love a good company and socialising with friends but is that it? I know I’m not a baker, chef or tailor – I’m just not good with my hands. But all I know is I have a big, big heart to love and care for all living creatures. I know I have immense compassion and I know making an impact however small in someone’s life warms my being.

Perhaps I need to get involved in community work to fill that gap and get a sense of fulfillment and perhaps it is what will make me happy, perhaps. I’m still figuring things out and hopefully I’ll find my answers soon. I will continue praying to HIM for guidance cuz whatever it is, I do not have all the answers.

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