Just when I thought the last few days before the new year will be nice & quiet, boom! I got thrown a curveball & it’s a big one. I had to work through my roller coaster emotions on a day when all the people that I needed moral support were occupied but HE loves me.
Somehow by fate, HE brought an old acquaintance who was the right person to seek advice & support in the issue I faced today. I took his advice & ran with it in hopes that I’ve done all that I can. I can now only pray that whatever happens next is something I can deal with, insya Allah.
Plus this incident was a good learning experience for me not take everything that doesn’t go according to plan as my fault. I realize I can only do my best & hiccups are part & parcel of this imperfect life.
Take the hiccups as they happen, knowing that they’re not completely preventable cuz that’s just life. We can anticipate the next time round but unexpected hiccups will somehow find its way into our lives, whether we like it or not.
The lesson for me here is to take whatever comes my way in my stride. Don’t panic unnecessarily cuz it won’t solve the problem or my health.
But this curveball just reinforced the decision that I’ve made a few weeks ago. I choose not to live atypical life of a local & I choose not to be like a hamster running constantly on the wheel. I will abide by the rules of this country but I will NOT be a slave to the system. I am & will always be a slave of HIM!